REFLECTIONS OF A CUKOLD

My flesh feels live!
Not alive,
But live!
Like open sores,
From head to toe!
Like scabs torn off healing wounds,
Still wet with puss,
And crying nerves,
Which even a kiss would hurt!

Only time can heal,
What logic failed to fix.
Always a step behind,
Emotion’s dirty tricks.

Only time can now decide,
Whether to endow,
A fresh coat of skin,
Perhaps a little thicker now,
Or scars ever-leering…
Crippling…
Reminding…